{머리는 지운 것을 심장이 기억한다} 借鉴,活在,憧憬明天

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Dream

Wow I had one of the best dreams ever today.
I had a dream that I got the guy to fall for me, got another job and was able to shop as much as I pleased.

Man that would be a great foreshadow of my future HAHA

I just got yelled at by my dad cause I’m going to SF and clubbing this weekend, but it didn’t effect me YAY ME.
I’m glad I’m becoming stronger again.

scared, but not really

whelp,
going to tell my dad tomorrow that I’m going to the city Saturday night for my friend’s birthday….

I don’t want to deal with his bitching tbh, but he needs to realize that I’m “gone”
it’s pretty much my version of living my god damn college life that I so wish I was able to live in for San Francisco.

Would be nice if we were able to go earlier, but nooo Destiny just had to work on Friday until close -_-

I am so happy for my friends. They’re currently in Los Angeles right now at their UCLA orientation.

I’m happy that they get to escape this lame town and venture around freely. I’ve had my fun in the area, so now it’s time for them to! It’s going to be shitty when they are gone because it’s just going to be me here, but luckily I’ll be more focused on my goals.

I hope they make the best of their orientation. Seems like they love it a lot already so yay to them. I hope to be this happy for myself one day.

It truly does give me a warm feeling knowing how happy the people I am close with happy.

either kill me or let me live to get the fuck out of here

Still crushing on you buuuuuuuuut….

When September hits, I’ma stop.
I still really like to get to know you though.

I wonder what you’re feeling rn because you occupy my mind like 70% of the day in a very toned down way. grrrrr

At least I know that I’m most likely being played right now but it still doesn’t change the fact that I’m interested in you -_-

I need to go on a date with this guy to see his true self gah

The more shit my dad talks, the more distance i want to be apart from the family.  when i’m older.
After I achieve my goal, goodbye

You’re going to be sorry the way you treated me, treated us.

Having immigrant parents can definitely be hard because how much they feel like they own you. Treating you like a slave just because you live under their roof. I hate being under-appreciated. The worst part is that they talk shit when it is NOT true. I don’t put friends first so shut it.

I understand that I am fortunate to live under a roof, but we all have our own problems right? This is mine. When I find a way to live on my own, that’s it. I’m fed up with this shit and I can’t wait to fucking leave this shit hole.

The Script

leaves me in tranquil and steals my heart away

"I wish people could just say how they feel like ‘Hey I really don’t like when you do that to me’ or ‘Hey I’m in love with you’ or ‘Hi I really miss you and I think about you all the time’ without sounding desperate. Why can’t everyone be painfully honest and just save people the trouble."